WHERE'S YOUR MESSIAH NOW?

god_hates_me @ 2006-06-23T23:47:00

2006-06-24T03:48:33Z

i didn't forget about you livejournal... you may be my best friend.

god_hates_me @ 2006-06-05T14:34:00

2006-06-05T18:37:03Z

when i see you on the other side i will not be the same as i was when i was yours

byebye, beautiful

2006-06-04T15:36:53Z

DOMESTICATE
SO MUCH FOR COMBAT
MY WORST HABITS ARE
MOUNTING A COMEBACK
DOLLARS AND PENCE
CUBIC OR METRIC
YOU CAN SIT DOWN
BUT THE CHAIRS ARE ELECTRIC
LIE IN THE STREET
EMBRACE THE GUTTER
EASIER THAN WORKING FOR SOMETHING BETTER
PULL ON MY BOOTS
RUN THROUGH THE BACK DOOR
SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE CAREFUL WHAT I WISHED FOR

thanks for nothing

2006-05-13T06:31:23Z

it's a losing battle.

swallowed whole

2006-05-09T01:52:12Z

Like a rock, like a planet, like a fucking atom bomb. I’ll remain unperturbed by the joy and the madness that I encounter everywhere I turn. I’ve seen it all before, in books and magazines. Like a twitch before dying, like a pornographic sea. There’s a flower behind the window. There’s an ugly laughing man. Like a hummingbird in silence. Like the blood on my door. It’s the generator. Like the blood on my door. Wash me clean and I will run until I reach the shore. I’ve known it all along, like the bone under my skin. Like actors in a photograph. Like paper in the wind. There’s a hammer by the window. There’s a knife on the floor. Like turbines in darkness, like the blood on my door. It’s the generator.

i'm feeling like the worst is yet to come

2006-04-30T04:05:02Z

this is not my happy place.

god_hates_me @ 2006-04-23T11:51:00

2006-04-23T15:56:44Z

i can't breathe.

god_hates_me @ 2006-04-21T21:57:00

2006-04-22T01:59:36Z

i'm on the right track
i'm finally found
you need some soul searching
...the time is now

you're not real

2006-04-16T07:18:04Z

i don't know what to think...

or say...or believe...orfeel...ordo...

anymore.

god_hates_me @ 2006-03-16T16:18:00

2006-03-16T21:21:47Z

i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget
i am all you've ever wanted
what all the other boys all promised
sorry i told. i just needed you to know
i think in decimals and dollars
i am the cause to all your problems
shelter from cold
we are never alone
coordinate brain and mouth
then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out

wish i knew

god_hates_me @ 2006-03-15T21:50:00

2006-03-16T02:53:27Z

my head is spinning

it won't stop to let me off...

you never see it coming
but you've known it all along
it all happens so fast

god_hates_me @ 2006-03-05T03:42:00

2006-03-05T08:47:22Z

that's all she wrote.

the time is now

2006-03-04T07:53:08Z

everything ~~must~~ will change.

sometimes it's for the better, usually not.
and if i could live in the past my bags would already be packed.

god_hates_me @ 2006-02-19T21:55:00

2006-02-20T02:55:50Z

tony stewart is an asshole faced sack of shit.

god_hates_me @ 2006-02-18T13:15:00

2006-02-18T18:20:02Z

does anyone want some lords of dogtown movie posters?

i've got a few and i have no use for them, so lemme know

god_hates_me @ 2006-02-17T11:14:00

2006-02-17T16:23:29Z

i'm not bitter, no, it's just i've past that point in my life.

god_hates_me @ 2006-02-01T22:34:00

2006-02-02T03:35:48Z

rambo is still awesome
ryan is still qwer

god doesn't open a window without slamming a door in your face

2006-01-18T02:36:38Z

all of this will mean nothing tomorrow
all of this will mean nothing in the end

this too shall pass...

god_hates_me @ 2006-01-03T17:29:00

2006-01-03T22:29:39Z

happy b-day jenitals

drools......

2006-01-01T23:42:53Z

the challenger concept...

god_hates_me @ 2005-12-28T19:13:00

2005-12-29T00:14:27Z

greatest....thing...

god_hates_me @ 2005-12-25T23:46:00

2005-12-26T05:40:47Z

~~i'm worried about~~ i miss a lot of ~~things~~ people.

my mom's still here and i already miss her... and today was the last christmas we're gonna be together in the same house.
i miss lauren, the old lauren...
i miss angel. i miss marsh and angel...
i miss autumn and digging ditches for petty niggas
i miss josh, mike, brian, steve, jamal, jen, brett, and kateraide
more than anyone though, i think i miss christina the most.

i miss everyone that doesn't need me anymore

i never thought this could be me
i guess you never do until it's happening to you
like all the fun turns into shame
and all the "could have beens" rearrange
so little time so many crimes
guilt like a chain chokes my will away
redemption never seemed so cruel
and all my gods never seemed so weak
wake up
engage
now derailed and enraged
it used to be so easy
get up i'm game
now sick and i'm tame
counting cost with loss
where is...
the hope...
they gave
don't think...
that i...
can't hear you laugh
i used to be a lot like you
but now i'm only me
drink to pills to shots turns into shock
a habit and a pawn
for every hand goes round
the pain gets so damned loud
the hammer hits and i'm down
trust no one, hey why should i?
they gave me poison dressed like life
cheated smacked up and diseased
cry to sleep and fight to eat
used to be a pro at this
now I've broken my own wrist
rotten teeth and life unsung
you'll forget me when i'm gone

god_hates_me @ 2005-12-15T17:08:00

2005-12-15T22:15:08Z

i know it was a while ago, but i forgot to mention...

if you haven't bought the new thrice cd, don't. it's the biggest piece of crap ever.

when i listened to it a little piece of me died.

and syriana is the worst movie i've ever seen, except napolean dynamite.

god_hates_me @ 2005-12-15T16:55:00

2005-12-15T22:04:11Z

i'm back

you would kill for this

2005-11-10T18:29:42Z

all i want in life is for people to look at me and think, "i want to be that guy."

all i want out of life is to be that guy.