Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in marshmallow's LiveJournal:

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Friday, June 23rd, 2006
11:47 pm	i didn't forget about you livejournal... you may be my best friend. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: From Autumn To Ashes - short for show (3 more excuses | give me a reason)
Monday, June 5th, 2006
2:34 pm	when i see you on the other side i will not be the same as i was when i was yours Current Music: Strung Out - analog ( give me a reason)
Sunday, June 4th, 2006
11:31 am	byebye, beautiful DOMESTICATE SO MUCH FOR COMBAT MY WORST HABITS ARE MOUNTING A COMEBACK DOLLARS AND PENCE CUBIC OR METRIC YOU CAN SIT DOWN BUT THE CHAIRS ARE ELECTRIC LIE IN THE STREET EMBRACE THE GUTTER EASIER THAN WORKING FOR SOMETHING BETTER PULL ON MY BOOTS RUN THROUGH THE BACK DOOR SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE CAREFUL WHAT I WISHED FOR Current Mood: it still hurts Current Music: sugar wolf (2 more excuses | give me a reason)
Saturday, May 13th, 2006
2:30 am	thanks for nothing it's a losing battle. Current Mood: i can't explain or understand. ( give me a reason)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
9:47 pm	swallowed whole Like a rock, like a planet, like a fucking atom bomb. I’ll remain unperturbed by the joy and the madness that I encounter everywhere I turn. I’ve seen it all before, in books and magazines. Like a twitch before dying, like a pornographic sea. There’s a flower behind the window. There’s an ugly laughing man. Like a hummingbird in silence. Like the blood on my door. It’s the generator. Like the blood on my door. Wash me clean and I will run until I reach the shore. I’ve known it all along, like the bone under my skin. Like actors in a photograph. Like paper in the wind. There’s a hammer by the window. There’s a knife on the floor. Like turbines in darkness, like the blood on my door. It’s the generator. Current Music: release the dogs ( give me a reason)
Sunday, April 30th, 2006
12:03 am	i'm feeling like the worst is yet to come this is not my happy place. Current Music: Mest - night alone (appropriate enough) ( give me a reason)
Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
11:51 am	i can't breathe. Current Music: MC Lars - the dialogue ( give me a reason)
Friday, April 21st, 2006
9:57 pm	i'm on the right track i'm finally found you need some soul searching ...the time is now Current Music: Strike Anywhere - notes on pulling down the sky ( give me a reason)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
3:12 am	you're not real i don't know what to think... or say...or believe...orfeel...ordo... anymore. Current Mood: devastated Current Music: Strike Anywhere - chalkline (acoustic) (1 more excuse | give me a reason)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
4:18 pm	i am heaven sent don't you dare forget i am all you've ever wanted what all the other boys all promised sorry i told. i just needed you to know i think in decimals and dollars i am the cause to all your problems shelter from cold we are never alone coordinate brain and mouth then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out wish i knew Current Music: Brand New - okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't ( give me a reason)
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
9:50 pm	my head is spinning it won't stop to let me off... you never see it coming but you've known it all along it all happens so fast Current Mood: sick as a dog Current Music: Brand New - guernica (1 more excuse | give me a reason)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
3:42 am	that's all she wrote. ( give me a reason)
Saturday, March 4th, 2006
2:39 am	the time is now everything must will change. sometimes it's for the better, usually not. and if i could live in the past my bags would already be packed. Current Mood: salt in the wound Current Music: Nas - one mic ( give me a reason)
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
9:55 pm	tony stewart is an asshole faced sack of shit. Current Mood: pissed off ( give me a reason)
Saturday, February 18th, 2006
1:15 pm	does anyone want some lords of dogtown movie posters? i've got a few and i have no use for them, so lemme know Current Mood: spring cleaning Current Music: Scary Kids Scaring Kids - drowning you in fear (5 more excuses | give me a reason)
Friday, February 17th, 2006
11:14 am	i'm not bitter, no, it's just i've past that point in my life. Current Music: The Format - i'm ready, i am (2 more excuses | give me a reason)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
10:34 pm	rambo is still awesome ryan is still qwer Current Music: Strike Anywhere - chalkline (1 more excuse | give me a reason)
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
9:25 pm	god doesn't open a window without slamming a door in your face all of this will mean nothing tomorrow all of this will mean nothing in the end this too shall pass... Current Mood: lord, how am i breathing? Current Music: tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today (2 more excuses | give me a reason)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
5:29 pm	happy b-day jenitals (1 more excuse | give me a reason)
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
6:41 pm	drools...... the challenger concept... Current Mood: drooling.. (1 more excuse | give me a reason)